NO.3 Self-torture
Story: To Love Her is To Hurt Her Author:Gu Jiu Yuan words:2500 Update time:2019-11-03 08:00:04
This was the second day that Amanda Lin stayed in this place. Since Henry Su knocked her out two days ago, she was in the cellar all the time, and never met anyone else except those who occasionally came to deliver food.
Here, she seemed to be the one that doesn't exist. How was she doing? For people here, for Henry Su, it was just not a big deal.
There was a cold wind at the window. The Amanda Lin stared at the window in an empty state, wanting to see what was like outside. It was a pity that it was so dark, so she could not see anything but the boundless darkness.
Through the window, a ray of moonlight got into the room. The sliver moonlight was like water, covering everything here softly. Bathing in the soft moonlight, but even so, she felt difficult to figure the way out and where her future was.
At night, Amanda took back her eyes and licked her lips which were almost dry and cracked. The pain on the lips was extreme. They were dry and no water to moisten them. Occasionally, she swallowed saliva and could feel the burning pain in her throat, like it was on fire.
She had been locked here for two days. On the first day, she didn't eat or drink to protest. She wanted Henry Su to let her out, but what she didn't expect was that no one cared about her protest or her life, as long as she had a last breath, as long as she was still alive, it was enough.
Maybe, as long as there was a breath, she must become Henry Su’s fiancee. It was useless to fight with him. Henry Su had a thousand ways to let her yield and listen to him, it was just the tip of the iceberg.
So was it the same that Belle had suffered? Being locked here, couldn't see the sun rising in tomorrow.
At the thought of Belle, her heart ached for a while. Belle wanted her to live happily. An the end, Belle was gone, and she also failed to live up to Belle’s hope for her. She screwed up everything.
Amanda swallowed her saliva as the throat was really dry. She pressed the ring beside her. When someone spoke, she held down her dry throat and said, "could I have some water?"
Naturally, the person at the other end of the bell promised the water. He was responsible for guarding her and Master Su told him to give whatever she wanted.
Her throat was as dry as burning fire. It was very painful. After drinking a big bowl of water, Amanda Lin relieved a while.
Her throat finally was not so painful as just now, though still very uncomfortable, the situation was much better.
Even if she punished herself, no one here would care. Except for Belle and some friends, no one in the world would really care about her. After thinking through this, Amanda decided to take care of herself.
Amanda lied on the bed of the cellar again. When she thought of the gone Belle, thought of her smile when Belle left, her heart couldn’t help breaking. Suddenly, Henry Su's face appeared in her mind, and she did not know what Henry Su would do to her.
Lying on the bed, Amanda was trying desperately to close eyes, she wanted to sleep, stopping thinking everything.
Maybe sleep could help people to forget anguish.
