"But he is dead." As she said this, she cried like a child.

"After I was eighteen, I lost him forever. Do you understand this feeling of loss?"

Nigel set the tea cup aside gently, looked at her, patted her back and said slowly, "I understand."

"No, you don't understand at all. You have a better life than me. How did you know this feeling ..." Then, she started playing with the pocket watch in her hand and ignored Nigel.

How could Nigel not understand this feeling of loss. After his mother death, his life became bleak. Worst of all, he didn’t even know how his mother died, he only heard from his father that his mother was died of a sudden illness. But he knew the secret.

His father never petted him. He had already endorsed Nathan to succeed, as for him, he was fit to be a stepping stone of Nathan. But he refused to be a stepping stone. He knew that his father didn’t love him. So he asked for a sum of money to study abroad. His purpose was to return with success but also hatred. He finally made it, started his own company on his own, but his father asked him to incorporate his company into their family business. He knew that the battle between him and his father was inevitable.

"My darkness is no less than yours." He looked at Janiya who was driven by distraction, sighed, and then said slowly, "But I will never let you experience the darkness behind me anymore."

However, Janiya couldn't hear it, she just fell asleep on the pillow. A slight smile broke on Nigel’s lips, he gently covered her with blanket, and then left the room.

The tightly held pocket watch in her hand brought her to a wonderful dream. Only in the dream could she have a moment of peace of mind.

In the other room, the man held a glass of red wine and looked out the window, presenting a lonely picture.

He remembered what she had just said, her words were like a knife stuck in his heart, he didn’t has this kind of feeling in a long time. There was a knocking his door, after his instruction, the man outside dared to come, and then said to him, "Mr. Nigel, everything is done."

"How did Viviana say? Is she still angry?" Nigel turned around, drinking the red wine down, and placed it on the table. His expression could be difficult to read.

"Miss Viviana is in a good mood. She asked me to bring you a message." The man in front of him was his most capable assistant. And now he spoke deferentially.

"What is it?"

"Miss Viviana said that she knew that everything you have done was involuntarily. She won't blame you, as long as you have her in your heart. She doesn't care about the title or something."

Nigel’s beat his slender fingers rhythmically on the table. After this, he stopped suddenly, then nodded with a smile.

"Later buy some gifts from the Internet and send to her. Keep investigating the secrets of Janiya. I always feel that my child was still alive." Nigel said slowly.

"Yes, Mr.Nigel. I will do all of this, but I just don’t understand one thing."

"What?"

"You treat Miss Viviana so well, why not just marrying her? In this way, with her comparable heft, you will have a chance to negotiate with your father. After all, she inherited the shares of the Lin family. The assistant asked him craftily. As he said that, he was also extremely terrified. Over recent years, he found that he was increasingly unable to understand Nigel's thoughts, and he couldn’t see through him at all.

"The assets of Lin family are not so easy to get." Nigel said, as his fingers continued to knock on the table. It seemed that he was very patient.

"Then why should you court Miss Viviana..."

"Charlie, you talk too much today." Nigel leered at the assistant who kept his head down and said.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Nigel. I'm just worried about you ..." Eventually, Charlie backed out of his room, leaving him alone in the huge suite. And the cold loneliness came back to him, but he seemed feel nothing, as if he got used to this feeling. On the contrary, he enjoyed this loneliness.

Because only loneliness could calm him down and keep him awake and alive.

The first sunshine in the morning was projected from the white window screens, directly shined on her body. The sound of the waves came from far to near, the sea breeze blew the curtains. The woman on the bed rolled over on her back, immersed herself in this moment of enjoyment. But suddenly, someone opened up the room door, the loud bangs forced her to wake up.

She laid on the bed and opened her eyes quickly. Looking at the maids in front of her, kept wondering, "What are you doing?"

Mammy Zhang went to her bed and said, "Mrs Janiya, in accordance with the rite, you should go back to the Master's old house after the wedding, so we are here to serve your lady."

As soon as she finished, Mammy Zhang waved her hand slightly, these maids came to her and lifted her quilt gently. She shouted nervously, "Ah...I haven’t got my clothes yet! "

But it was still a step late. The quilt had been snatched and neatly stacked. She put her arms around herself. When she touched her clothes, she suddenly realized that she was drunk yesterday and slept with her clothes on.

She seemed to see an annoying face ...

"Madam, please get up quickly and go freshen up. Later you will go back to the Nan family together with the young Master."

Mammy Zhang’s urging brought her back to reality. She looked at Mammy Zhang carefully, then asked, "Did I sleep alone in the room yesterday? Who else came in?"

Mother Zhang shook her head and said, "Yesterday, the young Master was busy with entertainment all the time. Then he rested in the suite all night without ever entering your lady's room."

Listening to Zhang Ma's explanation, her face flushed instantly, as if there was a warm flame dancing on her face, which made her want to dig a hole to get in. It seemed that Mammy Zhang had misunderstood her. She might think that she was so horny that she couldn't wait to have intercourse with Nigel.

She swore that even if the man in this world all died, she wouldn’t have any intercourse with Nigel. Not to mention that she hated the Nans family, so she would never get quite pally with anyone of the Nans family even if she could reborn for ten times.

But last night, she clearly remembered that there was someone fed her water and listened to her nagging. That was so real that it didn’t feel like a dream. Or did she think too much?