It's the night of Halloween and I still haven't gotten a hold of Charles, Will had forgave me for blaming him of what could've just been dealt with over a simple sorry over the phone. We met up in front of his house and I told him what happen. "That really is strange", he said, "I don't know what happened to him but I'm sure he'll be fine, he a tough cookie " I said giving him a reassuring smile. we both desi decided to go and check on him, he was probably in trouble because he's like that beginning stage of becoming a delinquent it's funny and cool because I've only knowns those in anime I watch on my free time if my parents aren't spoiling me. As my parents called on a hand me down phone, they reminding me of the one rule that supposedly still keeps me wondering, I told them I'll be safe and be back on time. As me And Will approach up to Charles house on our dirt bikes I stop in my tracks horrified at the scene I see before me. I didn't know that I was way ahead of Will because he was just pulling up behind me and does the same thing freeze in terror. Every thing was destroyed windows broken, door looked as if something rammed through not caring about their safety and stuff was thrown out like if it were to get robbed. Before I even realize it I'm running up to the house and trying get through the front door, Will tried to call for me but I'm to focussed on trying go in to the house to even hear him calling my name. I finally get into the front door messing up my clothes a little and maybe even cut my arm but I didn't really care, all I wanted to do was fine Charles and his family. That may have been my worst time to be alive, by witnessing what lays on the inside of the house, bodies just lying on the grown and blood everywhere. I scream to the top off my lungs horrified trying to run back out off the house cutting myself more on even more wood destroyed of a good home. Maybe,. yes there was some arguments here and there but they got over it pretty quickly, Will ran over to me asking if I was going to okay and seeing if I could make it home on my own. didn't really know what he said next because I somehow passed out not realizing that I lost some of my blood getting wounds from the messed up house. then all went black not even seeing a blank white screen, "am I dead, no I can't be dead if I'm talking" wait am I really talking or is it just a thought. Something pricks in my skin and know I'm not dead just sleeping, waking up to a head on my papa and a warm hand on mine, look around and take in my surroundings. It turns out that I'm in a hospital and on both sides of the bed is my parents sleeping. Feeling that I've woken up my parents start crying as the nurse came in to check on me. There was bandage's wrapped around my arm and head, the doctor told my parents to leave the room so they could properly see if I messed anything up but I could move fine. As the nurse it taking care of replacing the bandage's the doctor comes and sit right in front of me and for some reason I thought he'd looked like a god, I don't really know what I'm sexual interested in because I'm not really good at talking to women and guys just don't bother being near me. My brothers called me gay one time, but that was only a one time thing it may be true and this doctor right here is clearly making that. statement true right now. I've soon realized that I was zoning out because he caught me giving me a worried look, as I blinked out of it he said in the most adult voice that could make anyone fall for him "are you okay", "I'm fine" and that's when my voice cracked. He asked me a few other questions an I kept staring at his face and he just kept looking at his clipboard, he caught me twice in the act and I tried to not look obvious but it clearly was. As the nurse left the room he put down his clipboard and stood over me, I fell back on the bed and two strong arms came on either side of my body, compared to a man's I have the body of a girl, slim and fragile. "Why do you keep staring at me" he said, in a little voice "well... it's just because you have a face of a god and I like looking at it" I said he starts laughing and I got embarrassed covering my red face, he stopped laughing and got off the bed letting me know that I could go home and keep it easy for a few days. Before he left the room he asked standing on the doorway " have you ever kissed a man before", and before I could answer he left me in my own thoughts. I ran out trying to look for him but all was there were nurses and my family sitting in the waiting area. Mom ran up to me seeing that my face is flushed and Dad and my three brother followed suit. "I'm fine, but wait did you see a doctor that was in my room just now", I said "what are you talking about, maybe your tired you had an eventful day let's go home" my dad said. John picked me up as if I was a damsel in distress, "I need to find him" I yelled and soon I was asleep again in the car ride home. Mom drives a Honda Pilot for the family I'm usually in the front while Dad and my brothers play arm wrestle in the back. But all I could think about was that guy's face not even remembering what his name is did he even tell me his name? Joey takes me to my room and I'm fast asleep butt I want to know, I want to feel and be next to him maybe even on top. My night was restless, I got an erection and had to do it really quietly because my room and Joey's room were the only ones with thin walls so if he brings one of his girls home I go into John's or Mike's room or worst come to shove I go to my parents room if there not there. I wake up to screaming and things being thrown around I lock my door and like a little girl hide in my closet, I'm not very strong I'm only known throughout my town as a great guitarist, so people say I'm a model but didn't really think I was one. As quiet as I can be my door slams open and as soon as I can try and move my closet door flies open and a beast stops as it starts sniffing me, I don't know what's happening but someone comes up behind it and stabs it in the head with the blood spraying all over me. I don't know what was worst a beast in my home or the blood that was on me because I have hemophobia ( fear of seeing blood).