{Alex's POV}

It was finally time. Today was the day I was going to meet my mate. I barely slept last night and when my alarm went off I bolted. I took the quickest shower of my life, got dressed in something decent and made my way downstairs.

"Morning Alex" my mom said from where she was cooking in the kitchen.

"Morning ma" I said happily kissing her cheek and grabbing a pancake from the stank in front of her. And made my way to the door.

"Morning son. Big day ha? " my father said looking up from his news paper

"Ya pops I'll be back late don't wait up" I said and left our decent sized house. I made my way to the pack house because I had training today. I wanted to be a warrior so I had signed up at he age of 16 and now I was finally 18.

"Hey Alex" my best friend ben called running to catch up to me.

"Hey Ben" I replied.

"Finally 18, ha? " he said with a smirk

"Finally" I said dreamily. We walked in to see half of the class there eating breakfast.

"Are you sure he isn't part of the pack? " Ben whispered so only I could here.

"I dont know. Wouldn't I recognize his sent if he was here? " I asked back

"I guess but you just made 18 you can't be so sure" he said a grabbed a piece of bacon from his mates plate.

"Hey get your own food thief" blain complained

"But babe you should take care of me" Ben whined giving him puppy dog eyes.

"Your lucky I love you asshole" blain said with a sigh

"Really lucky" Ben replied and pecked him lips.  I sighed looking at them I was dying to meet my mate. I wanted what they had. And I wanted it really bad.

"Okay I want every one to strip and go out side in 5 " the second in command said walking down the stairs.

"Ben" I called pulling him off from where he sat on his mates lap eating his face off.

"I heard" he replied placing  another kiss on blains lips.

"Are you sure you dont want to go for a run with us?  We should give our wolfs some time to bond" Ben said wiggling his eye brows suggestively. Blain went beat red before shacking his head.

"Can't. The pack doctor wants me over today" he said. Blain had always wanted to be the next pack doctor so Ben didn't push him.

"Go save life's then. Love you" Ben said

"Love you too" blain said and me and Ben made our way out side after stripping.

After every one made there way out side we shifted and ran into the woods. My wolf was very nervous today so he was picking at me.

Where is he~ max my wolf asked

"I dont know " I replied. I kept running releasing the stress I've been holding in for a while. Then it hit me.

Tea and sandalwood

He's here. I can't sense him~ max said and took control taking a sharp left and making my way to the river at the end of our territory.  Before I made it there something very strong and heavy knocked me over.

I released a painful whine and opened my eyes to see a blurry figure standing over me.  Tea and sandalwood. It was my mate. But why would my mate knock me over. Did he think I was running away from him?  I wouldn't...

And then he bit me. Not a soft bite to get me excited or to tease me but he used his canines to dig into my flesh making unbearable pain surge through me. I howled in pain and passed out.

When I came too I wasn't in the woods any more. I layer on a mat in a dimly lit room still in my wolf form. I tried to get up but the pain radiating from the bite on my neck made me whimper and fall back down. The door in front of me opened and a man in only a towel came out he had tanned skin ripples abs and firm biceps. He had his eyes closed and he was drying his dirty blond hair with another towel. He was gorgeous he made my mouth water. I wanted to get up and shift but as before it only made pain race through my body.

"Your up" he said I looked up to see him looking down at me with blood red eyes. Fear coursed through my body.

Run ~ max tried to say. But why?

"He's our mate he won't hurt us" I tried to reason with my stupid wolf but he just whined and decided to stay silent.

My mate looked at me with an expression I couldn't read.

"Shift" he ordered I tried and fell back when he pain from the bite made it unbearable.

"I SAID SHIFT"  he ordered. He used his alpha voice on me. On his mate.  I shifted back and fell on the floor crying.

"Pathetic" I heard him mutter. He kicked my side and I layer on my back whimpering while fresh tears made there way down my face.

"Your a beta? " he said almost to him self I wanted to answer but I was already in to much pain.

"Pl-" I started but he grabbed my hair cutting me off

"Don't talk" he ordered I nodded my head whining when he threw me back on the floor.

"Get up" he ordered I didn't have much strength but I didn't want to upset him further so I bit my lip and got up.

"Bend over the bed" he ordered. My body went nub. Was he...?  He wouldn't. Would he?

"I wasn't trying to run. I was following me the sent your sent" I tried to explain but he back handed me and I fell on the bed with a pity full whine.

He pulled me up and bend me over he bed like I weighed nothing. I then heard the towel drop from around his hips. Terror filled me.

"Please no... I can't...im not ready.... Please dont do this" I begged him when I felt him nudge my untouched hole. I only heard a sadistic chuckle before pain I've never felt before clouded my senses. I clawed at the bed sheets. Screaming bloody murder. I wanted to pass out shift anything but my Body  wouldn't let me. Once he was fully inside me I tried to regain my breath but he didn't give me a second before he starred moving I begged and screamed for him to stop. The pain was so unbearable. I tried to fight him off but I couldn't even reach him and even if I didn't I wasn't strong enough to do so.

"Pl- please " I whispered and that was the last thing I remember before the darkness swallowed me.

When I came too again I was on the carpet again. The sent of blood and cum was the first thing that hit me. The next thing I realised was I was just raped by my mate. I cried my heart out. The pain of knowing someone I waited for my entire life did this to me was more that the physical pain I was going through.

He came into the room fully dressed. His blood red eyes looking at me with such hate. He grabbed my hair and dragged  me out of his room I rolled down the stairs and felt my nose break against the railing. I couldn't stop my tears. Why?  Why had he done such a cruel thing. I forced my self to shift since it was my strongest form and made my way to the infirmary once there I collapsed on the door. I hated my life. I wished I was dead.