[V]

Jun Ran began to frequent the major job fairs, tossed a period of time, to sum up the experience, it seems that he really only sell labor a way to go, and the family that repeatedly assured him that he would not be sick, fever is just normal.

As a result, he drove to the construction site with a vertical eyebrow and the contractor quarreled, almost drying up.

Jun Ran silently looked at the man with teeth and claws bluffing, not a word, the cart in his hand and a cart of bricks not finished.

"How can you make people so, he is not well in case something happens who is responsible, now is not the rest time, why do you all sit in the windless place to eat boxed lunch by fire and let him go to the construction site to drink the cold wind?

"And no one forced him, are so big personal children you protect so tightly for what? Is the family-raised rabbit still can not resist the shoulder?"

"You want to die!"

......

Jun Ran took a lot of effort to drag this person into the car, stuffed into the driver's seat, silently staring. He smelled a faint scent on this person.

He seemed to have done something wrong again.

The corners of Gu Xiran's eyes were red and he was breathing hard for a while before he slowed down and found himself being stared at, or that pale blue so clean that it seemed like it would shed tears.

"Don't be afraid, I'm not blaming you, don't cry."

The man was still looking at him, with a mud mark on his face and his loosely pulled back hair slightly disheveled, which he had tied for him personally in the morning. Pale, the eye sockets are very deep.

Gu Xiran is really afraid that he will just fall into tears, how can there be such a color such eyes, what if he cries, the last time he cried because of nightmares, whimpering like a scared child pouting, this time if he cries out like this when he is awake, he is really not sure if he can hold down the trouble of not looking for that construction site.

When I was a kid, I secretly kept a kitten, and a group of guys who were beaten to death broke their legs, and the last few days have been looking at him like this. The family can not keep him, so he left the paper shells every day before his heart is seized. Then the cat still died, and its blue eyes kept looking at him during that last time. The cat's pupils were large and pure at night, and it whimpered in a thin voice as if its legs hurt.

He did not dare to look into its eyes.

After that there are conditions, he no longer dares to keep anything.

If you don't take good care of it, you owe it.

A blindfolded pair of eyes pressed the person into his arms.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't cry, we're not looking for work anymore, it's too cold now."

"I'm not crying." Jun Ran felt strange, "I have a hundred after transporting that car of bricks." Why would you be angry like that?

Gu Xiran closed his eyes, "Jun Ran, you said on the phone that fever is normal, why, do you often do this."

"Hm."

Gu Xiran touches his forehead, really slightly hot.

"Listen, I'm going to send you to the hospital for a general examination, I'll accompany you."

This time Jun Ran did not refuse, Gu Xiran's voice is rarely heavy.

Before the test results came down Gu Xiran was visibly gloomy, the boss called to greet him, was he had a few words blocked back.

Jun Ran was grounded, looking at this person all day long in front of their own eyes wandering around, from time to time sticking over to explore his forehead temperature. A nervous look, after going to bed at night this person always touches into his room, sitting on the edge of the bed for a long time.

Gu Xiran brain to a variety of terminal illnesses over again, they're own scared themselves, the more frightening the more powerful. The terminal illnesses are all pitiful, not too late stage generally can not be found, found is waiting for death. The most important thing is that you have to think about the worst place.

Can not be alive.

A variety of dialysis chemotherapy, at the end of the pain, the pain of the bones.

This person can not stand it and will cry it.

If he did not hit him that day, he could live a little longer.

Gu Xiran feels that he is simply a big bitch, cheap to can not be cheap again. The fate of the devil is not good and always provokes others, doing all kinds of death.

He covered his face, his heart calculating the various costs, thinking that can last a day is a day, looking for acquaintances, the big deal to send him abroad to cure. This is only eighteen years old, and can not be so dead, or die in front of his own eyes.

He did not know that the person on the bed was not asleep at all, eyes open a slit looking at him all sorts of sadness.

Jun Rand thinking is, why every time you say "I'm not sick", Gu Xiran are with that indulgent and soothing tone of voice said I know I know, and then continue to work blindly.

In fact, he does not believe it at all.

When Gu Xiran got the medical report, hesitated to do another examination.

It is very healthy. The doctor told him with a relieved face that there was no need to be too nervous.

Gu Xiran even cashed foreign currency, read a large number of pathology and nursing books, and then was told that he had worked for nothing.

The world is so mysterious.